I'm almost there......

I'm almost there already........Just a little bit, Sheena....Why can't you just persevere? You just wrote in your last blog that you don't wanna fight it already. Why? Why are you so stubborn? Argh!!

Anyway, that's the shout out for today. No one will ever understand what I'm fighting. Don't ever try to guess, k?

Ok...on next issue.....

I'm really frustrated now. Just feel very stucked when I really need the $ to do shopping. I know it's God's blessing already. But I just can't wait any longer before I get the $ on hand to buy my necessary survival tool kit. Ok....this survival tool kit consists of things which you've never imagined....haha....

As I've explained earlier, my shopping list is getting longer and longer if the $ still doesn't come. I don't want to squeeze and push with others, fighting for X'mas presents during the very last minute mega sale. You know what I mean? Sigh.....I think you also don't know what I mean.....

Tonight is gonna be a boring and super long night. I've to attend some function and it is just for formality purposes. I hate to socialise and put up a fake smile and lingo when I talk to people I don't know. That's exactly what I'm gonna do in an hour's time. Oh well....I've no choice and probably it just goes to prove that I'm not an extrovert after all. I prefer to stay by myself or at least just talk on the phone....wohoo...It's been a long time since I last talked on the phone. Yeah...quite long...for some weeks now. Gone are the days where I used to run to the phone when it rings at night. Nowadays no one bothers to answer the phone call as we know it's brother's call. And goodness only knows why he has so much to yak on the phone.