Tired and worn out

I'm tired and worn out emotionally. Don't ask me why....But I just feel that I'm lost in a jungle somewhere and struggling to find a way out. The trees and mountains which surround me are blocking my view and everywhere I look I see bushes. It's scary and the journey to the river seems like forever. I don't even know whether I'll find the stream before my survival comes to an end. I'm kind of lonely in the jungle though I'm blessed by the sound of birds' chirping in the morning. Life will be much easier when someone is there to hold your hand to look for a way out in this thick bushes.

Thanks to God that there's still a person called Jesus. What A Friend I Have In Jesus.....Jesus, a God who knows what I'm going through because He Himself has suffered it 1 million times more than I do. Lord, I pray that You will see me through in this and grant me Your loving grace to walk this journey of suffering.

MIA

MIA-Missing in Action
Truly I've disappeared for quite some time now, well at least from blogging. Hmm....I've no idea how to sum up what I've gone through in the months of February and early part of March. I can only thank God for so many wonderful things which happened.

Firstly, wanna express my gratitude to all my family members, relatives and friends who made my 21st birthday so memorable and meaningful. Can I be 21 years old forever? I'll always cherish this birthday in my heart. The sms(es) alone were so heart warming and touching, not forgetting the many gifts and presents which I received. One word: Incredible!

Secondly, youth camp in was finally over. It was a total huge relief of burden for me. Was super busy for that and of course it turned out quite ok.

Thirdly, semester commenced already and I'm not quite happy with the current timetable. Just feel extremely worn out each and everyday i attend classes. I always feel that I'm ever so tired when i come back from college. And the worst thing is I don't understand any subjects that I'm currently studying. I don't know whether to blame it on the lecturers or me. But I think I'm the one who's lazy in reading up. I'm so lagging in my studies. On top of that, work is equally stressful as there are more and more commitments and responsibilities placed on my shoulders. I really hope to get out of it. But I've no choice. I'm sick and tired of work.

Fourthly(*are we there yet?), yes, this is gonna be the last entry. Just bear with me. I wanna say a big thank you to God for making everything possible on Ernie and Joanne's wedding. Thank God especially for the fine weather. Notice that it has been pouring like cats and dogs the following days after their wedding. I was also really busy for their wedding, partly helping out in some stuff. But I guess it was all worth it when I see their smiling faces. Hope this joyous occasion will always be treasured by them. Still haven't gotten any pics from the wedding. Will put it up when I've gotten hold of it.