CrAzY THoUgHtS!

Here are some crazy thoughts which caught my attention, perhaps it will tickle your brains too!

1) Do they put underwear on corpses?
2) Why do child labor laws not prohibit children from acting in movies?
3) How come only your fingers and toes get wrinkly in the shower and nothing else does?
4) Can a person with no ears wear glasses?
5) Are people who are allergic to nuts allergic to coconuts too?
6) If you swallow a burp does it turn into a fart?
7) If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit?
8) Are children who act in rated 'R' movies allowed to see them?
9) Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"?
10) Why is it that when you get out of a swimming pool, your urine is hotter when you use the restroom?

Haha...I know some of them are pretty lame but sometimes I think it's still acceptable to laugh at them.

Frustration!

Frustration to me is just a feeling of absolute BLEHness, now if you wonder or know what does BLEH means.

Sheena is frustrated when:
-she's fat
-she doesn't get to eat the food she likes
-she can't wear the clothes which are calling out to her desperately from the wardrobe
-she can't understand what the crap the law lecturer is teaching
-she doesn't know how to start her assignments
-she has to wait for half and hour or more at the photostat shop just to photostat the 15 pages of law notes
-she needs to do group assignments

Birthday bash!

Left: Jules, Me and Cynthia

Birthday Bash! It was Jules' birthday on Monday. We were a bit crazy coz we coordinate our clothings on that very special day. Our colour for the day was......*drum roll*......GREEN!very environment friendly yah..haha.We actually bought the top together in Body Glove.Thanks Jules for your birthday cake and those cute red birthday eggs. I'm sure you'd be blessed.....

Detached?

I'm so detached to all my friends nowadays. I don't know why, but I'm beginning to be cynical about so many things, people and situations. I know these are all becoz I'm thinking too much critically. Sometimes I just want to be alone so desperately, rather than being in a noisy gang which makes me sick! In the solitude.....I can..............Oh! Sheena...you should really stop all these nonsense. Perhaps it's also becoz of the stress level that's contributing to all these. At least I believe...

I'm so lazy to start my assignments as I don't know where to start. God please help me. I don't want to do last minute work again like the previous semester albeit I managed to clinched on to a First Class. Planning was never really me. And that's the result of not getting into Germany. Talking about Germany, I don't know whether is it really all planned up by God for His purposes. I know it is, DUH! I mean i could seriously imagine my parents struggling to finance my studies if I were over there. We are on shaky grounds since the recession creeps in and my family and I are saving $ and be thrifty when it comes to shopping for grocery and etc. I really hope the good Lord will prosper my dad's business. I also hope that I'll have more income from my music students. I should really consider teaching privately at home, which will enable me to plough in more money. Now I really thank God for the gifts of music.

Ok...gotta get back to my violin practice. Will update soon. Hopefully I won't be so emo anymore.

I'M LOST!

No need to even watch the reality series 'LOST', I can already clearly define the meaning of being lost! I'm so confused of my state of being right now. I'm slacking in my college work and I don't seem to be motivated by anything, be it my good results(thank God for that), by success stories (recently I've been hearing heaps of it) and etc. Argh....Just feel like stabbing myself to death. I want to move on and get out of this you know....Just doesn't seem to go anywhere.

I've been thinking a lot these days about my career after I graduate. Blame it on those professional talks and some questions posed to me by my juniors. I'm dumbfounded when I was approached with those kind of 'future' questions. Sometimes I practise escapism to get rid of those frustrating thoughts. I mean on one hand, I feel that I can't just leave my violin students behind, afterall I've "brought them up" musically so to speak. I want to at least walk through Grade 8 with them, and teach them all the techniques that I've learnt so far. But on the other hand, I want to explore the commercial world as well. Though I've heard enough testimonies to indicate to me that accounting is not a desired career for a long term due to stress and long hours of work, I still have this desire to go out there to try to at least get a feel of things. I mean how interesting is it to be a financial controller of a company eh? I mean it'll definitely plough in good bucks for me and I'll get to wear those powersuits and makeups to work. But I was also questioning myself whether I would get sick of those lifestyle.aiks...

I've also came to realise that blogging doesn't really help me to express myself and jotting down the events in my life. Coz sometimes I'm so paranoid and afraid that whatever I write may be hurting someone, or causing misunderstanding among my peers, my family, and everyone else who reads my blog. The worse thing is when your family members actually read your blog. Oh no....So I think some things I still prefer to keep it to 3 persons in my life only, that is ME, MYSELF AND I. How about that huh....