Living in a REAL world

How is it like to have heaven on earth? I also wanna know...To know Jesus personally as Lord and Saviour? I've done that....but the GIST of it is still to practise the agape love of Christ. I believe that's really hard. We can sing all we want and pray all we want about loving others like Christ does. Of course, it's easy to love others whom we agree with, who think like we do, who love us in return, or at least like us, etc. But what happen if someone treats you like crap? May you allow me to use this word, even though I know a person is worth more than crap. What happens when it suddenly dawns upon you that you shouldn't continue this unconditional love anymore, because they are not reciprocating your kindness, gentleness and whatever blah blah fishcake. That person(s) continue to treat you selfishly and it really gets on your nerves. The reality of the statment, 'The world is unfair' becomes truer and truer to you. Sigh...what to do? I can only pray and ask God to control my speech and emotions when I see them.

Life is......

Life is:
-so sweet when you are being loved and accepted (whee! me likes!)
-much easier when you've someone to hold on to during the worst pitfalls you think you are in (aww....)
-fun and enjoyable when you've a bunch of friends who are as crazy as you (yipee!)
-full of surprises and uncertainties :(
-an adventure (agree? yes? no?)
-mundane and stressful for Sheena Wong on Thursdays and Fridays (yea, so don't get on my nerves during these two days)

I could come up with more 'life-is(s)' and this list is not exhaustive. Perhaps these things are closely related to what I'm going through right now. Hmm.....College life has been GOOD and exciting (minus the lectures and tutorials). Somehow the assignment mode has set in and I'm not feeling as stressful compared to the previous semesters. Probably the due dates are nicely spread out.
As expected, when my mood goes high and euphoric, I tend to feast on food! sigh...bad bad...
so now i'm on my diet stint and hopefully I can slim down a bit more for my cousin's wedding. Seems I'm only motivated to slim down if there're wedding ocassions. Hehe....that keeps me in shape...

Relationship works both ways......

Relationship works both ways...To secure a relationship is indeed a mutual and reciprocal thing, just like it takes two hands to clap. Now, what happens when it's one sided sometimes or most of the time? Hmm....How would you feel?