Is it that effective?

:)

It's amazing what retail therapy does to a person...well, at least to me....

*Smiling gleefully*

Thanks to the ongoing mega sales, there were some surprises here and there as I walked alone in Bukit Bintang this morning. The many items which I've been always wanting to buy were on SALE! (now i understand why Jules can end up 4 days in a week shopping in Bkt Bintang) And of course I never fail to pamper myself in times like these... Still a bit disappointed that the sandals and mini skirt I wanted have ran out of sizes. It was so CHEAP! Dirt cheap! RM14 something for a pair of flats in Vincci. Sigh...probably God wants me to save those money up for Him. Which is quite true when come to think of it...

But for now....just contented and happy with my new-buys :)

Daddy God,

Sometimes I wonder why I am still doing what I'm doing when I feel so tired with it already. I'm tired of being the one so kiasu who wants to win everytime. But yet at the same time I don't wanna give in. I hate the feeling of losing. Probably that's part of me being a perfectionist. I really wanna adopt the don't-care attitude sometimes. Now, don't get me wrong...it doesn't mean i'm apathetic towards people when they are in need. Often the more I wanna care about something, it just hurts me deeper and deeper. Lord, why do I have to go through this? Is it because I'm the one who's problematic once more?

-Confused daughter of Yours-

of this and that........

July is a month full of happenings. Full of surprises, shocks, fears and of course loads of first-time(s). As I look back, it seems really productive in that sense. So far the things that I've done in this month:

-met up with old school/college friends
-wisdom tooth surgery (indescribable kind of pain and I've one more to go :(
-family trip
-Serena's farewell (missing you loads)
-violin performances (bad bad experience due to some L-O-A people)
-shopping (yeah, finally)
-preparing and accompanying students for exams (man, I'm more nervous than the candidates!)
-loads of sleep in the morning after breakfast (weird nap times i know....)

Thank God I finally found a good book to read and I pray that I could really finish it fast this time around. I'm such a slow reader. You do not want to know what happens in between the pages.

Ok...you can feast on some pictures...let them tell the story.

Bryan and Serena 's farewell















Family trip in Bali

I'm feeling:

-scared
-worried
-frustrated
-helpless

God help me........You know what my problems are and I know You are real and gonna answer me when I call.

I can only say THANK YOU to my Daddy God!

God you rox!

Worship yesterday was just....one word....amazing. Not because I led well or anything. But it's all because of GOD! Only He could make everything fall into place. I know God you were there with us, listening to us sing unto you and even crying out to you. Daddy God, I pray that it will not just stop there. But we'll remember all that You've impressed upon our hearts. Somehow, it's just different when we're liberated by the Spirit to worship despite all the circumstances we've gone through in the day. Thank you Lord for helping me and blessing me in this way.

This is what I call STYLE.......

This is what I call STYLE

Presenting to you......

*drum rolls please*

TADA! My dream shoes.....This is what Lois Lane wore in Superman Returns (not quite the same, but the shape is almost the same). Christmas present for me, anyone?

BBK Prayer Meeting....

Ready or not, HERE I COME!

I'm scared to death as I'm worship leading later. Daddy God help me! All I ask is Your presence to fill the place later........and touch each and everyone's heart.

thumbs up!

watched 2 shows in less than 5 days...hehe...man....it was a luxury.

In the cinema.....
Me: Eh what is Superman about ar?
Friend: Huh? you don't know meh? Deh..you didn't watch the series? It used to be...........blah blah blah..............actually i also don't know much(that was what the friend said in the end...lol)

(movie started)

Me: Eh..it's the same as Spiderman...They are the same lar hor?
Friend: Please....(lost for words by my out-datedness)

The movie was considerably good for first-timers like me. Quite retro in the beginning. Other than that, it was thumbs up for Brandon Routh. Amazingly how his hair can still stay nice and all after flying in the air. Afterall he's a Superman mar hor....Love his face, hair, body...aiyar everything lar. This is what I call MACHO! My type of man...Though you may claim that he wears his underwear outside. But hey....if I've a boyfriend who can take me on a "walk" flying in the air, i honestly don't mind. Kate Bosworth was super gorgeous in the movie, though there was a wee bit of resemblance of Norah Jones in some of the scenes. Love her shoes. Gurls, did you notice her shoes? They were....*lost for words*. Yah, you feel in the blanks. I've not seen those shoes selling on the shelves in shoe stores in Malaysia. Oh probably i've seen it once, but still they were not quite the same as those worn by her. Classy yet chic kind of feeling. *drool* Oh well, I know you'll be like: people watch movie you watch their outfit. Yeah...I'm one of those kind. Coming back to Superman, (wat superman? i'm still talking abt it right?) the ending was romantic, but predictable. But it's still comforting to know that Superman will always be around her. Nice to hear that from guys you know? *aww....* Once again, Superman displayed his macho-ness by saying those corny lines...(wait a minute, macho guys don't say corny & cheesy lines, do they?)

Next, it is Take The Lead! How romantic to dance rhumba, tango and waltz with a guy! You guys think ballroom dancing is boring? Then you gotta watch this movie or maybe start enrolling yourself in one of those classes. What Pierre Dulaine said in the movie is pretty true. By dancing, you not only express yourself, but it develops a healthy self esteem within you and trust with the other person. One gets cultured as well. On the other hand, this movie also gets your feet tapping, your body shaking when you see those students getting down on their feet and dancing hip-hop when they hear the contemporary numbers, such as rap and hip-hop music. Makes me wanna take up dancing again. Sigh..It's an unfulfilled dream still. Not helped by the fact that you see more and more of these flexible(i mean the dancers' bodies) people on MTV, Channel V and etc. Hope I can fulfill this dream before my bones start to crack and it'll then be literally called BREAKDANCE!